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Saturday night, exhausted.
Apr. 2nd, 2011 10:53 pm- I am worn the hell out and got some less-than great news from the art department--according to them my art GPA is fluctuating and if I don't get it back up to the required 3.0, I'm out of the art department and out of the film program, and I am just like, I've had a steady 3.25 all this time, how in the world has it gone down? I've got B's in my design class right now, what do I have to do to bring it back up? This can't happen to me now.
Everyone I've talked to said that it's okay, that my grade should be enough to keep me on track but I'm really worried and hating everything right now that is related to school. Even reporting is driving me nuts because every Monday I usually have to tweak one last thing on my story of the week (and I have had a story every week since... mid-February) and that means being at school from about 7:30 to 5 on Mondays and even though I usually feel good about everything I've done 90% of the time I leave the studio exhausted and dreading the coming week because the cycle just begins again. I hate the actual reporting part, to be honest. If I go into news I want to work more on the production side, but everyone's given a task weekly and the reporting II students get to do more production and reporting I does more... reporting. And the more anxious I feel at getting a story and editing the story the more I wish I could just finish this degree and do my film stuff, or just graduate already and start doing the production work.
- This past week I've had a major sore nose issue. I have a scab on my right side. I don't even know how I scratched my nose. It hurts and itches like crazy.
- In less school angst/general body confusion: I finished the first season of White Collar. Repeat: WHY WAS I NOT WATCHING THIS SHOW BEFORE?! I love the dynamic that Neal has with Peter and Elizabeth, and just so much about it. [flails]
- Random thought: I totally judge overly simplistic Tumblr layouts, especially ones that have white backgrounds with light gray text. I don't know if that's just because I dislike the look on a purely aesthetic level or if it's because I have a hard time reading it... I just don't like it at all. But then again, I also have a hard time reading white/gray text on black backgrounds. That really makes my eyes hurt for some reason.
- Here, have two cute/funny dog videos. The first is of a Corgi puppy snoring and the second is of Honey praying for more food for those other dogs that don’t get a lot of food.
Everyone I've talked to said that it's okay, that my grade should be enough to keep me on track but I'm really worried and hating everything right now that is related to school. Even reporting is driving me nuts because every Monday I usually have to tweak one last thing on my story of the week (and I have had a story every week since... mid-February) and that means being at school from about 7:30 to 5 on Mondays and even though I usually feel good about everything I've done 90% of the time I leave the studio exhausted and dreading the coming week because the cycle just begins again. I hate the actual reporting part, to be honest. If I go into news I want to work more on the production side, but everyone's given a task weekly and the reporting II students get to do more production and reporting I does more... reporting. And the more anxious I feel at getting a story and editing the story the more I wish I could just finish this degree and do my film stuff, or just graduate already and start doing the production work.
- This past week I've had a major sore nose issue. I have a scab on my right side. I don't even know how I scratched my nose. It hurts and itches like crazy.
- In less school angst/general body confusion: I finished the first season of White Collar. Repeat: WHY WAS I NOT WATCHING THIS SHOW BEFORE?! I love the dynamic that Neal has with Peter and Elizabeth, and just so much about it. [flails]
- Random thought: I totally judge overly simplistic Tumblr layouts, especially ones that have white backgrounds with light gray text. I don't know if that's just because I dislike the look on a purely aesthetic level or if it's because I have a hard time reading it... I just don't like it at all. But then again, I also have a hard time reading white/gray text on black backgrounds. That really makes my eyes hurt for some reason.
- Here, have two cute/funny dog videos. The first is of a Corgi puppy snoring and the second is of Honey praying for more food for those other dogs that don’t get a lot of food.
