notes from the randomness.
Apr. 20th, 2010 10:15 pm1. Lost = DLKJSGJOEJDLJKGSLGLSLJGLJSGLGJSL!!!!!!!
2. Glee = still need to see. I was howling at the segments that I did see, though.
3. So, there is this guy at work who is vaguely close in age to me and very nice and nice to look at, and after I mentioned to someone in my department that I thought he was kind of cute, she asked him if he had a girlfriend and we found out that no, he doesn't. I'd like to say something but on one hand he could want to hang out and stuff but on the other hand he could just be the kind of person who happens to be attractive and is nice to everyone, you know? CURSE MY ANXIETY.
4. I am angsting over Work Guy a touch because I'm at this point wherein I just really, really want to get certain things over with but I also want the ~feelings~ that come with them because I am not the type to divorce action from feelings--if that makes sense. I want to do important things and have them be meaningful. I'm just tired of not feeling anything, you know? I want to. And I want to experience things as well.
5. Today was a good day, otherwise. I still don't feel bad from the eggs. Hopefully I won't feel terrible tomorrow either. Gah, I just miss having eggs sometimes. The smell of them cooking, though, always makes me fel nauseous. I don't even know why.
6. THREE WEEKS 'TIL THE END OF THE SEMESTER WTF?!?!
7. NO NEW JAMES BOND NEXT YEAR. [cries] [sobs] [rends garments]
8. Meet David Karp, the dude behind Tumblr. Look, I am not a big fan of the whole sideswept bangs thing that has become popular for certain guys in the past few years, but some can pull it off. This guy? Can pull it off. (Swoon.)
2. Glee = still need to see. I was howling at the segments that I did see, though.
3. So, there is this guy at work who is vaguely close in age to me and very nice and nice to look at, and after I mentioned to someone in my department that I thought he was kind of cute, she asked him if he had a girlfriend and we found out that no, he doesn't. I'd like to say something but on one hand he could want to hang out and stuff but on the other hand he could just be the kind of person who happens to be attractive and is nice to everyone, you know? CURSE MY ANXIETY.
4. I am angsting over Work Guy a touch because I'm at this point wherein I just really, really want to get certain things over with but I also want the ~feelings~ that come with them because I am not the type to divorce action from feelings--if that makes sense. I want to do important things and have them be meaningful. I'm just tired of not feeling anything, you know? I want to. And I want to experience things as well.
5. Today was a good day, otherwise. I still don't feel bad from the eggs. Hopefully I won't feel terrible tomorrow either. Gah, I just miss having eggs sometimes. The smell of them cooking, though, always makes me fel nauseous. I don't even know why.
6. THREE WEEKS 'TIL THE END OF THE SEMESTER WTF?!?!
7. NO NEW JAMES BOND NEXT YEAR. [cries] [sobs] [rends garments]
8. Meet David Karp, the dude behind Tumblr. Look, I am not a big fan of the whole sideswept bangs thing that has become popular for certain guys in the past few years, but some can pull it off. This guy? Can pull it off. (Swoon.)
OH MAN, RICHARD ALPERT DAY WAS GLORIOUS. ( I have thoughts. )
WHY ONLY SEVEN EPISODES LEFT. ;_;
30 Days of Meme, Day Eight: A photo that makes you angry/sad
( Cut because it's big. )
WHY ONLY SEVEN EPISODES LEFT. ;_;
30 Days of Meme, Day Eight: A photo that makes you angry/sad
( Cut because it's big. )
Day 3 of 30 Days of Meme: Your Favorite TV Show.

(picture courtesy of marinesubmariner at Tumblr)
Like a lot of things I've come to like over the past... decade of being online, I heard about Lost via my friends list. Mostly it was "Oh my God, Dominic Monaghan's got a TV show!", and as I hadn't really gotten into the Lord of the Rings movie mania, I wasn't all that thrilled. I got intrigued when I learned that the show was about a plane crash on a desert island. There are certain tropes that I love like crazy, and "being stranded someplace and having to survive" is one of my favorites. So I was like, "Yeah, okay, I'll give this a shot."
I don't remember watching the first episode as much as I remember watching the second. It was the second part of the pilot that, I'm certain, made me go I NEED TO WATCH THIS BECAUSE THIS IS A GLORIOUS BALL OF CRAZY. It had a few character reveals, a polar bear being shot, and the message on loop that everyone was dead. During the first half of the first season everything in my house would shut down and my whole family would be glued to the TV, something that we hadn't done together in ages.
I have a lot of good memories about the first season of Lost. It premiered during my first year of college, and I remember watching those first episodes with my family. We all gasped in surprise during "Walkabout" and even though "Confidence Man" is one of my favorite episodes, I will never forgive my parents for exchanging a knowing look during that part as we watched. I'll never forget feeling like my head was going to explode after the first season finale, and how that feeling kept coming up with every subsequent season finale. Lost was the first show that I liked that spawned a real, geeky kind of fandom rather than the merely squee-addled fandoms I'd been familiar with in the past. It's been a rollercoaster ride in a way, and I am seriously going to miss watching it when it's over.

(picture courtesy of marinesubmariner at Tumblr)
Like a lot of things I've come to like over the past... decade of being online, I heard about Lost via my friends list. Mostly it was "Oh my God, Dominic Monaghan's got a TV show!", and as I hadn't really gotten into the Lord of the Rings movie mania, I wasn't all that thrilled. I got intrigued when I learned that the show was about a plane crash on a desert island. There are certain tropes that I love like crazy, and "being stranded someplace and having to survive" is one of my favorites. So I was like, "Yeah, okay, I'll give this a shot."
I don't remember watching the first episode as much as I remember watching the second. It was the second part of the pilot that, I'm certain, made me go I NEED TO WATCH THIS BECAUSE THIS IS A GLORIOUS BALL OF CRAZY. It had a few character reveals, a polar bear being shot, and the message on loop that everyone was dead. During the first half of the first season everything in my house would shut down and my whole family would be glued to the TV, something that we hadn't done together in ages.
I have a lot of good memories about the first season of Lost. It premiered during my first year of college, and I remember watching those first episodes with my family. We all gasped in surprise during "Walkabout" and even though "Confidence Man" is one of my favorite episodes, I will never forgive my parents for exchanging a knowing look during that part as we watched. I'll never forget feeling like my head was going to explode after the first season finale, and how that feeling kept coming up with every subsequent season finale. Lost was the first show that I liked that spawned a real, geeky kind of fandom rather than the merely squee-addled fandoms I'd been familiar with in the past. It's been a rollercoaster ride in a way, and I am seriously going to miss watching it when it's over.
Quick notes:
- I've made an icon/wallpaper post at
brandnew_soul. Check it out, if you're so inclined.
- Lost last night! WASN'T [SPOILER] AS A [SPOILER] JUST [SPOILER] [SPOILER]?! Also: NEXT WEEK IS A RICHARD EPISODE. OMG. I can't even lie, whenever they ran that preview I was bouncing up and down and squealing like a hyperactive twelve year old. Thank God only Pepper witnessed this.
- I am so, so glad that this guy is of legal age, because otherwise I would feel like a major perv crushing on him. But at the same time: omg he was born in 1990.
- This poster for the as-yet unproduced Captain America movie makes me want the movie SO MUCH.
Day Two of 30 Days of Meme: Your Favorite Movie.

(poster courtesy of evilcomma at Tumblr)
My movie-going life prior to being able to drive kind of sucked, as exhibited by my ticket stub collection (which reminds me, one day I will get back into working on
ticketboothed). I was always at the mercy of my parents or my brother most of the time, and because of this if there was a movie I specifically wanted to see, I often had to wait until it came out on VHS before I could actually see it. The exception, of course, was if I could go with a friend, but during the summer of 2001 (when Moulin Rouge was released), I was sort of low in the friend department. I'd just moved to Texas the year before and while I was friendly with some of the girls who lived in my neighborhood and went to school with me, they weren't my friends, per se.
That July, my family made our then-biannual treks back to North Carolina to visit family, and I got to see my then best friend Amanda. We had both been obsessing over the ads for the movie and decided that we just had to see it (it was down to that and Pearl Harbor, come to think of it). There was one problem: the theater that we ended up at wasn't showing it. Instead we caught Tomb Raider.
I finally saw Moulin Rouge in February 2002, when I was in my super-emo woeful stage (that is unfortunately captured in some of the earlier entries in this journal). I went around obsessing over it for a few months after, bought the soundtrack and the VHS that year with Christmas money, and had a replica of the movie poster taped on my bedroom door until it fell off and got ripped. I think I love this movie for all the reasons that some people dislike it: it's over-the-top and the first half hour is this massive frenzy of high energy and color. But I also like that it's kind of a microcosm of some of my favorite fictional elements. It has comedy ("Nothing funny, I just like talent!", the entire scene in the elephant when Christian is attempting to sell the script to Satine who is unaware that he's not the Duke), drama, romance, and it's a musical, for crying out loud. It's a beautiful film to look at and it makes you care. As I said about my favorite song yesterday, there's other movies that I've enjoyed or meant something to me, but this is the one that constantly makes me happy.
- I've made an icon/wallpaper post at
- Lost last night! WASN'T [SPOILER] AS A [SPOILER] JUST [SPOILER] [SPOILER]?! Also: NEXT WEEK IS A RICHARD EPISODE. OMG. I can't even lie, whenever they ran that preview I was bouncing up and down and squealing like a hyperactive twelve year old. Thank God only Pepper witnessed this.
- I am so, so glad that this guy is of legal age, because otherwise I would feel like a major perv crushing on him. But at the same time: omg he was born in 1990.
- This poster for the as-yet unproduced Captain America movie makes me want the movie SO MUCH.
Day Two of 30 Days of Meme: Your Favorite Movie.

(poster courtesy of evilcomma at Tumblr)
My movie-going life prior to being able to drive kind of sucked, as exhibited by my ticket stub collection (which reminds me, one day I will get back into working on
That July, my family made our then-biannual treks back to North Carolina to visit family, and I got to see my then best friend Amanda. We had both been obsessing over the ads for the movie and decided that we just had to see it (it was down to that and Pearl Harbor, come to think of it). There was one problem: the theater that we ended up at wasn't showing it. Instead we caught Tomb Raider.
I finally saw Moulin Rouge in February 2002, when I was in my super-emo woeful stage (that is unfortunately captured in some of the earlier entries in this journal). I went around obsessing over it for a few months after, bought the soundtrack and the VHS that year with Christmas money, and had a replica of the movie poster taped on my bedroom door until it fell off and got ripped. I think I love this movie for all the reasons that some people dislike it: it's over-the-top and the first half hour is this massive frenzy of high energy and color. But I also like that it's kind of a microcosm of some of my favorite fictional elements. It has comedy ("Nothing funny, I just like talent!", the entire scene in the elephant when Christian is attempting to sell the script to Satine who is unaware that he's not the Duke), drama, romance, and it's a musical, for crying out loud. It's a beautiful film to look at and it makes you care. As I said about my favorite song yesterday, there's other movies that I've enjoyed or meant something to me, but this is the one that constantly makes me happy.
I declare this a gif party post!
Jan. 29th, 2010 11:25 pmSo on Tuesday, I am going to be alternating between excitement and sniffling the entire time, like, "THIS IS THE LAST TIME THAT THERE WILL BE JEARS. THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME SAWYER LOOKS AT SOMEONE ALL SURLY-LIKE. THIS IS THE LAST TIME THAT SUN WILL BE AWESOME. THIS IS THE LAST TIME THAT SAYID WILL KILL SOMEONE WITH HIS FEET."
I could use $100 right now.
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I'd turn it it in if I found it at a library, but to be honest, if I found it anywhere else, I'd keep it.
Well, not exactly. I'd go over it for a couple of minutes before probably returning it. Unless it was closing time or something, and then all bets would be off.
(Speaking of finding money: one time I went out to my mailbox, and I found a $20 bill. No one else was around, so I kept it.)
I WANT THIS SO, SO BAD.
I'd turn it it in if I found it at a library, but to be honest, if I found it anywhere else, I'd keep it.
Well, not exactly. I'd go over it for a couple of minutes before probably returning it. Unless it was closing time or something, and then all bets would be off.
(Speaking of finding money: one time I went out to my mailbox, and I found a $20 bill. No one else was around, so I kept it.)
I WANT THIS SO, SO BAD.
Yesterday when I got off work, I was at Marshall's, and as I was looking at shoes on the clearance racks, I spotted these black stacked heels with cork soles and pink and white flowers on the toe. And then I saw that they were Prada and I was stunned, since I never expected to be within touching distance of anything Prada ever in my life. And they were my size!
So I tried them on, and was able to walk with them. I didn't buy them because A.) I thought they were cute, but just okay, and B.) even though they were clearance, they were still $200.
Anyway. Here are two Lost related pictures to discuss: ( So, discuss! )
The 65 Most Romantic Movie Couples. I am genuinely surprised that about half of that list has some of my favorite movie couples ever in it. Aww. :]
So I tried them on, and was able to walk with them. I didn't buy them because A.) I thought they were cute, but just okay, and B.) even though they were clearance, they were still $200.
Anyway. Here are two Lost related pictures to discuss: ( So, discuss! )
The 65 Most Romantic Movie Couples. I am genuinely surprised that about half of that list has some of my favorite movie couples ever in it. Aww. :]
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May. 6th, 2009 09:27 pmLost finale in one week! And then, there is going to be eight months until ZE END.
I am planning on rewatching the entire series in the days leading up to the first episode of the last season. Well, I could theoretically watch one episode a day for 102 days before, or I could split it up or something; I don't know. But I have had that idea in mind for a while.
I am planning on rewatching the entire series in the days leading up to the first episode of the last season. Well, I could theoretically watch one episode a day for 102 days before, or I could split it up or something; I don't know. But I have had that idea in mind for a while.
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Apr. 9th, 2009 12:06 pmLast night's Lost made me want to strangle Ben and also hug him at the same time. ( Especially at that one part when he did that one thing. )
This week is wrapping up well: I'm off on Friday, and on Sunday I have no work as we're always closed on Easter. Whee!
This week is wrapping up well: I'm off on Friday, and on Sunday I have no work as we're always closed on Easter. Whee!
Wednesday night, calling it.
Jan. 28th, 2009 10:27 pmSince classes were canceled yet again today, I actually dared to venture outside. I nearly slipped on our driveway, almost bought a dress at Wal-Mart but left with the new Franz Ferdinand CD. And then I went to Target and bought the construction paper that I'd originally left the house for and a book.
Is it weird that I am kind of upset that I missed two days of class? I don't know; I'm just weird.
Earlier this month I wrote in my journal that I am wanting to not obsess over guys--which is a big deal, since, well, you guys know how I have been before, and how I can be. I don't know how or when that idea came to me, but I feel like I'm doing fine right now. I'm not constantly looking over my shoulder and hoping I'll see someone and have a Meet Cute moment with someone and I am not obsessing/freaking out over the Guy Known as Blonde Bond at all any more, so there's that.
But anyway. I actually thought that a few of the people on American Idol tonight were pretty good, and Lost confused the snot out of me (BUT OMG ( DESMOND )!!!!!!!). And with that, I am going to turn in for the night.
Is it weird that I am kind of upset that I missed two days of class? I don't know; I'm just weird.
Earlier this month I wrote in my journal that I am wanting to not obsess over guys--which is a big deal, since, well, you guys know how I have been before, and how I can be. I don't know how or when that idea came to me, but I feel like I'm doing fine right now. I'm not constantly looking over my shoulder and hoping I'll see someone and have a Meet Cute moment with someone and I am not obsessing/freaking out over the Guy Known as Blonde Bond at all any more, so there's that.
But anyway. I actually thought that a few of the people on American Idol tonight were pretty good, and Lost confused the snot out of me (BUT OMG ( DESMOND )!!!!!!!). And with that, I am going to turn in for the night.
Wednesday night, gettin' ready for bed.
Jan. 21st, 2009 10:33 pmRandom updatey things:
1. IT'S LOST SEASON AGAIN!!! Plz to be talking about the premiere in comments. [that means that if anyone does? Spoilers! So do not be all WAAAAAAAH YOU SPOILDED ME if you are the type of person who gets all emo about that. I know most of y'all don't, but some people get butthurt over stuff like that.]
2. I made the front page of my college's paper. I was watching the inauguration in one of the student lounges and I was sitting close to the TVs, so I was right in the line of view. I'm in that first picture and my feet are propped up. It was so awesome. :D
3. I got Pepper a squeaky toy that is a plushy Sugar Daddy, and she loves it like crazy.
4. I am simultaneously stoked and scared of my Intro to Film and Video class.
1. IT'S LOST SEASON AGAIN!!! Plz to be talking about the premiere in comments. [that means that if anyone does? Spoilers! So do not be all WAAAAAAAH YOU SPOILDED ME if you are the type of person who gets all emo about that. I know most of y'all don't, but some people get butthurt over stuff like that.]
2. I made the front page of my college's paper. I was watching the inauguration in one of the student lounges and I was sitting close to the TVs, so I was right in the line of view. I'm in that first picture and my feet are propped up. It was so awesome. :D
3. I got Pepper a squeaky toy that is a plushy Sugar Daddy, and she loves it like crazy.
4. I am simultaneously stoked and scared of my Intro to Film and Video class.
after all, you're my wonderwall.
Jul. 16th, 2008 07:39 pmTWENTY-NINE HOURS!!!
Random drive-by promotion: like Lost? Like Lost icons? Go vote in the first round of
iconstant!
I rarely talk about RPing here, for some reason. My RP discussion tends to get mostly talked about over at InsaneJournal, because most of my friends over there role play as well, and they "get it". But basically: I feel like I've hit a wall lately. There's a game I want to join, and I cannot write a character biography for the character I have in mind to save my life. I don't know what's up with my sudden writer's block, but it's mildly distressing.
Random drive-by promotion: like Lost? Like Lost icons? Go vote in the first round of
I rarely talk about RPing here, for some reason. My RP discussion tends to get mostly talked about over at InsaneJournal, because most of my friends over there role play as well, and they "get it". But basically: I feel like I've hit a wall lately. There's a game I want to join, and I cannot write a character biography for the character I have in mind to save my life. I don't know what's up with my sudden writer's block, but it's mildly distressing.