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enamouredBad thing that made me feel a little bit crushed: I tried calling my friend Robert, and each time, they said that his number wasn't in service. Then I called 411 and asked for the listings for people with his last name in our area (he has a semi-uncommon last name), and nothing. So I'm all sad now. Robert, where are you?!
Good things: When Natalie gets back in town (she's in San Antonio right now; I called her a half hour ago), we're going to hopefully see The Day After Tomorrow together. [insert "EEE"s of doom] And my RPG Ashley has a home now, yay yay yay.
Interesting things: When I get frustrated, I write on myself. Last weekend I got annoyed and wrote stuff in Sharpie marker all over my feet. I think this is a sign of mental instability. I have eighty-five icons at my GreatestJournal, and I've used almost all of them (except the newer ones) at least once. (crazy, crazy, crazy.) And my mom saw me with my entwined red and black jelly bracelets last night and said, "You know those things are supposed to have meanings, right?"
Stupid thing: I really love my first name. Really. I'll change the rest of my name, but I am keeping my first name.
Other things: This will be presented as a numbered list.
1. I want to have a group of guy friends; a bunch of cute guys who I like a lot--but I'm just truly friends with. I always think I don't know how to behave around guys, and I'd probably be less spazzy and "myself" if I was around them more frequently.
2. I really want to talk to someone about my writing project.
3. I don't like how I'm writing the story. I want to do it in journal format or blog format, but it's so popular now...
4. What do you do when you realize you always seem to "fall in love" with people who are more attractive than you? I don't have a type, really I don't. I like pretty boys and roughnecks, but the guys I always obsess the most over are, to me, more... asthetically pleasing, you know? I know beauty and attractiveness are totally subjective; they don't matter, and so on... but really. Beautiful men always end up with beautiful women. Some beautiful women end up with less than stellar guys, not that that's criminal or anything. But gorgeous men never do that. That disappoints me.
5. I think too much.
Good things: When Natalie gets back in town (she's in San Antonio right now; I called her a half hour ago), we're going to hopefully see The Day After Tomorrow together. [insert "EEE"s of doom] And my RPG Ashley has a home now, yay yay yay.
Interesting things: When I get frustrated, I write on myself. Last weekend I got annoyed and wrote stuff in Sharpie marker all over my feet. I think this is a sign of mental instability. I have eighty-five icons at my GreatestJournal, and I've used almost all of them (except the newer ones) at least once. (crazy, crazy, crazy.) And my mom saw me with my entwined red and black jelly bracelets last night and said, "You know those things are supposed to have meanings, right?"
Stupid thing: I really love my first name. Really. I'll change the rest of my name, but I am keeping my first name.
Other things: This will be presented as a numbered list.
1. I want to have a group of guy friends; a bunch of cute guys who I like a lot--but I'm just truly friends with. I always think I don't know how to behave around guys, and I'd probably be less spazzy and "myself" if I was around them more frequently.
2. I really want to talk to someone about my writing project.
3. I don't like how I'm writing the story. I want to do it in journal format or blog format, but it's so popular now...
4. What do you do when you realize you always seem to "fall in love" with people who are more attractive than you? I don't have a type, really I don't. I like pretty boys and roughnecks, but the guys I always obsess the most over are, to me, more... asthetically pleasing, you know? I know beauty and attractiveness are totally subjective; they don't matter, and so on... but really. Beautiful men always end up with beautiful women. Some beautiful women end up with less than stellar guys, not that that's criminal or anything. But gorgeous men never do that. That disappoints me.
5. I think too much.
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Date: 2004-06-07 02:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-06-07 03:43 am (UTC)until this year, i had more guy friends than girl friends. -shrugs- girls annoyed me. they change friends too often. guys stay by their friends, for the most part.
i agree about the attractive guy thing. good looking guys never go for less than gorgeous girls, so when they happen to, you cant stop wondering if you're being used. been there. whats the deal with that?
i think too much as well. -shrugs- i guess i dont have anything better to do.
sorry for the random note, if ya wanna reply hit me back on my journal, mmmkay? thanks much.
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Date: 2004-06-07 04:58 am (UTC)1. Amen! If you find any in Cali, send 'em my way ;)
3. *le sigh*
4. Ditto.
i can make lists too, you know?
Date: 2004-06-07 01:22 pm (UTC)2. i love my first name too. i include it as often as possible and speak in third person sometimes just because of it.
plus i like writing it.
3.my boyfriend is ISANELY more attractive than I am, and he doesnt even seem to notice.
I thought it was a little awkward at first because he is completely beautiful and I'm very...ehh...but he's really sweet and it works.
so, don't worry about looks. If a guy likes you, he'll like you. Looks are for the shallow.
and because i'm a teensy bit shallow and i like to show off my boyfriends cuteness,
this is a picture of him and my cat.
eee!