I'm secure in my insecurity, or so I tell myself.

[enamoured]

I have come to accept the fact that there are just some things in life I will not understand. Doesn't mean that I can't not want to or that it won't bother me, I just won't get it.

I've been told I'm so mature for my age but I don't feel it. I don't feel as if I should be this age to begin with, you know? So to have someone tell me I'm more mature than most is weird to me. I'm used to hearing it--I've heard it since I was about ten, but still, it's odd.

I shouldn't compare myself to other people my age, because half of them are just without, and the other half are probably light-years above or beyond me. It's just... when you talk to certain people who've had more "experience", you start to feel very small and insignificant and not "much more mature" than you have been told that you are.

I have a weird complex like that. I hate when I do this to myself.

Less drearily: I. Must. See. Without a Paddle. The trailers are hilarious, especially at the end, when they play "Bump N Grind". And Seth Green always makes me laugh, so that is simply an added bonus.

Why, oh why do I watch Fear Factor?! I must be a masochist. The food challenges always make me want to go vegan. Oh. Ugh.

I think I'm going to make a milkshake. Or not. Gah.

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[brittanygrace.livejournal.com]

I've always been told that too, when in all actuality I feel like I'm 12 half the time. I suppose it's all in the eye of the beholder.

I find it very strange that people see me so differently than I see myself. Glad I'm not alone in this.

[sara-says-grrr.livejournal.com]

Alot of people consider me 'immature' because of me fascination with pretending like I'm younger than I am.

i dont know, i suppose I've had enough life experience to qualify me as mature.
in my opinion, at least.

Yay!

[precioustears.livejournal.com]

I was sleeping this morning and my mom comes in and says "You got a package." A package? Why yes, a wonderful package. The best package EVER. Jake Gyllenhaal. What a nice thing to wake up to. :) Thank you thank you x10. My mom didn't know who Jake was. *gasp* But she said he was hot.

And I wanna see Without A Paddle as well. Because Seth Green is awesome.