notes from the randomness.
Apr. 20th, 2010 10:15 pm1. Lost = DLKJSGJOEJDLJKGSLGLSLJGLJSGLGJSL!!!!!!!
2. Glee = still need to see. I was howling at the segments that I did see, though.
3. So, there is this guy at work who is vaguely close in age to me and very nice and nice to look at, and after I mentioned to someone in my department that I thought he was kind of cute, she asked him if he had a girlfriend and we found out that no, he doesn't. I'd like to say something but on one hand he could want to hang out and stuff but on the other hand he could just be the kind of person who happens to be attractive and is nice to everyone, you know? CURSE MY ANXIETY.
4. I am angsting over Work Guy a touch because I'm at this point wherein I just really, really want to get certain things over with but I also want the ~feelings~ that come with them because I am not the type to divorce action from feelings--if that makes sense. I want to do important things and have them be meaningful. I'm just tired of not feeling anything, you know? I want to. And I want to experience things as well.
5. Today was a good day, otherwise. I still don't feel bad from the eggs. Hopefully I won't feel terrible tomorrow either. Gah, I just miss having eggs sometimes. The smell of them cooking, though, always makes me fel nauseous. I don't even know why.
6. THREE WEEKS 'TIL THE END OF THE SEMESTER WTF?!?!
7. NO NEW JAMES BOND NEXT YEAR. [cries] [sobs] [rends garments]
8. Meet David Karp, the dude behind Tumblr. Look, I am not a big fan of the whole sideswept bangs thing that has become popular for certain guys in the past few years, but some can pull it off. This guy? Can pull it off. (Swoon.)
2. Glee = still need to see. I was howling at the segments that I did see, though.
3. So, there is this guy at work who is vaguely close in age to me and very nice and nice to look at, and after I mentioned to someone in my department that I thought he was kind of cute, she asked him if he had a girlfriend and we found out that no, he doesn't. I'd like to say something but on one hand he could want to hang out and stuff but on the other hand he could just be the kind of person who happens to be attractive and is nice to everyone, you know? CURSE MY ANXIETY.
4. I am angsting over Work Guy a touch because I'm at this point wherein I just really, really want to get certain things over with but I also want the ~feelings~ that come with them because I am not the type to divorce action from feelings--if that makes sense. I want to do important things and have them be meaningful. I'm just tired of not feeling anything, you know? I want to. And I want to experience things as well.
5. Today was a good day, otherwise. I still don't feel bad from the eggs. Hopefully I won't feel terrible tomorrow either. Gah, I just miss having eggs sometimes. The smell of them cooking, though, always makes me fel nauseous. I don't even know why.
6. THREE WEEKS 'TIL THE END OF THE SEMESTER WTF?!?!
7. NO NEW JAMES BOND NEXT YEAR. [cries] [sobs] [rends garments]
8. Meet David Karp, the dude behind Tumblr. Look, I am not a big fan of the whole sideswept bangs thing that has become popular for certain guys in the past few years, but some can pull it off. This guy? Can pull it off. (Swoon.)
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Date: 2010-04-21 04:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-21 06:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-21 04:19 pm (UTC)I hope something works out with one of those guys ;)
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Date: 2010-04-21 09:11 pm (UTC)I'm having the exact same issue with guys and romantic/sexual stuff in general. I REALLY don't want to be the person who "just gets it over with," because it always makes me so depressed when I hear other people describe their experiences that way. But sometimes there are days when, provided the guy is nice and someone I like, getting it over with sounds pretty good to me.
I also have a crush on a guy I'm in a show with right now, and I was excited for a while because he seemed to be paying me a lot of attention and compliments and stuff. Then I started watching him with other people, and realized that every time I turn around, he's introducing himself to a new person and telling them what a great job they're doing, etc. Which is weird for me, because suddenly I'm in the position of resenting someone for being genuinely friendly and nice, and then I feel like a jerk.
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Date: 2010-04-24 05:38 am (UTC)Of course, my first kiss was from a random fangirl at a con, so clearly not everything is so sacred with me!