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I have semi-big news on the personal front!
( I AM GOING TO GRADUATE IN AUGUST! )
So while I am so so excited about that, it definitely has thrown me off a little bit. I need to speed up my search for a Real Job/internship ASAP. And once I got over the relief/surprise/happiness of the situation, I realized that once I'm out in August, I won't be seeing Dr. D (my therapist at school) any more, and that is one of the things that is kind of freaking me out about this good news.
On the non-school front:
I am going to see Lady Gaga in about two weeks! I've wanted to see her live for a few years now, and I got a pretty good ticket for half the price that I thought I'd need. (Which was helpful, because my check for this past week was abysmal.) I'm going to try to head to Dallas right after I get out of class, because I love standing in line before big shows. Well, just standing in line before shows in general is super-fun. I love hanging out with people and talking, and then that moment when they finally open the doors and everyone is so excited to go in is one of my favorite things about going to shows.
Yesterday I dug out some old photo albums and wound up scanning and reprinting some old shots from middle school. There were a lot of people in those pictures that I hadn't thought about in forever, including some girls who I was kind of friends with, but I was also really awful to at times. I went through some pretty awful things back then (who doesn't in middle school?), but I hate remembering that while I hated it when other people made me feel like shit, I may have made others feel just as shitty on my own. It makes me want to, I don't know, post a mass-message somewhere and apologize, but what's done is done. I've realized the error of my ways, and the best that I can do now is try to be as non-shitty as possible, right?
And that's all I've got for now. How's everyone else?
( I AM GOING TO GRADUATE IN AUGUST! )
So while I am so so excited about that, it definitely has thrown me off a little bit. I need to speed up my search for a Real Job/internship ASAP. And once I got over the relief/surprise/happiness of the situation, I realized that once I'm out in August, I won't be seeing Dr. D (my therapist at school) any more, and that is one of the things that is kind of freaking me out about this good news.
On the non-school front:
I am going to see Lady Gaga in about two weeks! I've wanted to see her live for a few years now, and I got a pretty good ticket for half the price that I thought I'd need. (Which was helpful, because my check for this past week was abysmal.) I'm going to try to head to Dallas right after I get out of class, because I love standing in line before big shows. Well, just standing in line before shows in general is super-fun. I love hanging out with people and talking, and then that moment when they finally open the doors and everyone is so excited to go in is one of my favorite things about going to shows.
Yesterday I dug out some old photo albums and wound up scanning and reprinting some old shots from middle school. There were a lot of people in those pictures that I hadn't thought about in forever, including some girls who I was kind of friends with, but I was also really awful to at times. I went through some pretty awful things back then (who doesn't in middle school?), but I hate remembering that while I hated it when other people made me feel like shit, I may have made others feel just as shitty on my own. It makes me want to, I don't know, post a mass-message somewhere and apologize, but what's done is done. I've realized the error of my ways, and the best that I can do now is try to be as non-shitty as possible, right?
And that's all I've got for now. How's everyone else?
