I am so tired and yet I can't sleep.
Dec. 16th, 2011 12:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
enamouredMental health talk of the day: I really cannot tell if my minor apathy/Case of Sads is related to hormones or the weird, once every few months depression that I get into, and I hate that. It's so jarring to feel fine one day and for a few days after feeling horrible. I don't think it's anything that I can truly get used to. Just wish I could control it better.
Other talk: my parents' fortieth anniversary is in two weeks, and I want to do something special for them. I have absolutely no idea what, but something. I can hardly see myself married to someone, never mind being with them for forty years. That's intense. I feel like that's not going to happen to me more and more, but I'd like that. The idea of liking someone enough that I could be with them that long regardless. That kind of thing.
Other talk: my parents' fortieth anniversary is in two weeks, and I want to do something special for them. I have absolutely no idea what, but something. I can hardly see myself married to someone, never mind being with them for forty years. That's intense. I feel like that's not going to happen to me more and more, but I'd like that. The idea of liking someone enough that I could be with them that long regardless. That kind of thing.
