celebrate good times, c'mon!
Nov. 7th, 2003 02:17 pmUm, yeah. I'm psycho.
So! What's been going on with me? Not much. Really. I am still saddened that I can no longer check in LJ at school, and over the tryout thing and stuff. Today was vaguely uneventful, but it was cold and rainy and they had a blood drive at school. I would've donated, but I am, like Mr. JC Chasez, needlephobic, hence my joy about the nasal flu "shot". The saddest thing today, though? The Boy didn't acknowledge me much in French. (sniff) And I haven't seen Jacob 'round much. Sigh.
I realize now that at the end of the day, I'd totally prefer to be with The Boy. I mean, okay, yes. Jacob is in my grade and everything, but... I don't see real potential there. He is nice and goofy and wonderful, but I can't see myself in a relationship with him. And... ick, I think I'll stop explaining now. I just get carried away in rationalizing and all that. Which is strange, because I tend not to be very rational.
I have three stories to write for fiction challenges, and I've started two. I really want to get back into the fic thing. I really do. I miss it. It's fun but also kind of depressing, because it's like, the only thing I have left from when things weren't so damn out of control. I say it way too much, but I miss those days. I really do. And I wish that the people I miss would miss me.
I found out that Rachel has a notebook she shares with one of her friends and they just glue pictures of guys they think are hot in it. Dude, I've had one kinda like that for awhile now. I have a whole page full of yummy guy pics--Mark, the 'syncers, Tobey, Ben Affleck (when I was seriously crushing on him), some Eye Candy models from CosmoGirl (especially this one guy who looked like Mark McGrath--miaow), and other fine menfolk. I need to update the book. I have other stuff written and glued inside, but I want a new "hottie" (hate the term, HAAAATE it) page. So I need pictures of Clay, Hal, Mo, and Jake. And #s 2 through 4 will be hard to find, unless I print them offline. And I don't have color ink in my printer 'cause my dad is too cheap to buy it! (insert cryage here)
I am also not happy that there won't be any new Degrassi eps 'til almost Thanksgiving. Geez N, leave a girl hanging by her fingernails, why don'tcha? Bastages.
And since it's almost a month 'til my birthday 18. Meep., I have a small wishlist:
1. an MP3 of Joey singing "Celebration" on the *NSYNC Pay Per View special from '99.
2. Maroon 5's Songs About Jane.
3. an I-Pod. (in my dreams)
4. a few more icon spots.
5. a black fedora.
So ends my thousandth post. Thank you for witnessing this monumental occasion! [g]
Degrassi
Date: 2003-11-07 01:07 pm (UTC)I wish Manny would freakin' stay away from Craig! Hmm...my annoyance with some of the plot lines makes me want to enter the Degrassi Avatar Theater. It's basically a fan fiction contest. How cool, right?
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Date: 2003-11-07 01:47 pm (UTC)--Khara--
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Date: 2003-11-07 03:31 pm (UTC)I have that. :D
The levels are a bit low though. So, the speakers need to be turned up when you play it.
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Date: 2003-11-07 07:57 pm (UTC)If you do, go there & check out the hat section. I found my black fedora there for only $10 :D
Hey, sorry to bother you
Date: 2003-11-08 09:01 am (UTC)Re: Hey, sorry to bother you
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Date: 2003-11-08 11:10 pm (UTC)You like the young guy more, right? Go with him. lol.
What's your address?
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