I don't know where I went wrong, but the feeling's gone and I just can't get it back.

[enamoured]

Happy new year, everyone.

Don't you hate it when you're trying to get over something or someone, and it seems like your heart and your subconcious just refuses to let you? It hurts and you wish that you'd never let yourself get invovled, that you never cared... all of that.

I know I dwell too much about this, that it's in the past... but God. When you genuinely care about someone and you're brushed aside like bad leftovers just because you believe different things than they do, it hurts like sheer hell. People tell you that you shouldn't stop caring, because it's a good thing. If it's so good, why do the people you care about hurt you?

Really, sometimes I really wish I could go to a shrink or somebody who can figure out what's wrong with me. Crap happens to other people, and they rebound quickly. Why can't I get over it? People stop speaking to each other all the time. Why do I freaking care so much?

Ugh.

Comments

[http://users.livejournal.com/__punkprincess/]

Its amazing how much I could relate to that entry. And I agree with every single word of it. :\

[lyevil.livejournal.com]

Ditto #3 I feel ya.

[brittuhknee.livejournal.com]

i know how it is. i 'got over' a guy in like, june and i still think about him a lot.