I really shouldn't feel like this. How can I feel so depsondent after kindness? How can I possibly even want to feel like this? He let me down gently--if it was, indeed a letdown; oh, and it seemed like it--and I should be grateful for that much.
But I'm not. I just feel slightly embarrassed and disappointed, even though my expectations were much lower than this.
Oh well, I'll elaborate later.
Happy frickin' early Valentine's Day to me.
But I'm not. I just feel slightly embarrassed and disappointed, even though my expectations were much lower than this.
Oh well, I'll elaborate later.
Happy frickin' early Valentine's Day to me.
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Date: 2004-02-13 07:08 pm (UTC)I know how it is. Your expectations were lower in your head, but in your heart they were probably still soaring. It's happened with me. A lot.
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