try so hard to disregard the rhythm of the rain that drops and coincides with the beating of my <3

[enamoured]

Hmm. Which icons do I keep? Which ones do I just add to the 104 that I have at my GJ? Hrrrrm.

Things that annoy me about GJ: 1.) people who took all these great usernames and don't use their effin' journals. 2.) the fact that half of the people who have completely friends-only journals have their entires locked for no reason in particular. 3.) people who CHANGE USERNAMES THIRTY THOUSAND TIMES. Good freaking Lord. Is it even NECESSARY? [smacks self on forehead] Oh yes, and 4.) people who have interests that no one else has. And it's stupid things like "adam l.'s peen" or something as equally revolting or teeny. Gah.

I am almost done with my short story that has been exciting and frustrating me all summer long. Yay. My original ending is gone, I've decided to change it. After all the frustration I think I like it. Writing is frustrating, but worth it.

Here I go--another locked journal. Good Lord, people, what ARE you hiding? I can understand being wary of people you know from school finding your rants and whatnot, but seriously. There is a such thing as being overly paranoid. And paranoia is not very attractive, my friends.

Two more days with the paid account. Oh, Component. Oh, sweet, sweet Component.

I had a period where I didn't feel like I had anything else to say this week. I couldn't think of anything to say to anyone, but I wanted to so bad. That sounds really pathetic, but I couldn't. Maybe I'm burned out or tired or just... something that I don't know the words for. And I feel like no one wants to talk to me, either. I think I'm paranoid or just worrying for nothing again.

Comments

[sara-says-grrr.livejournal.com]

I have my journal friends only because I tend to stir up alot of stuff in communities and people like to come in my journal and post annoymous lame-o comments about me being fat and ugly and other such lame things.

plus, I don't want certain people just stumbling across and reading about me!
I love having a livejournal, but only when I know who's reading it.

omgz adam l's peen.
hahaha.
i have a few interests that no one else has. but they are legitamate. like candy flavored lipgloss!

[supersyncspaz7.livejournal.com]

aww, I understand. But sometimes I friend people who have their journal locked and they just talk about normal stuff. Makes you wonder if they have like, some archnemisis who talks about them and they're paranoid or something. Mostly I'm against it 'cause I'm a literary voyeur--I want to know what people are thinking! Don't tease me with entries in communities and icons that are neat. I wanna know moooore! [/dorkage]

[faded-facade.livejournal.com]

I had a period where I didn't feel like I had anything else to say this week. I couldn't think of anything to say to anyone, but I wanted to so bad. That sounds really pathetic, but I couldn't. Maybe I'm burned out or tired or just... something that I don't know the words for. And I feel like no one wants to talk to me, either. I think I'm paranoid or just worrying for nothing again.


Oh man, I've had that happen to me lately. I want to say stuff but I just couldn't think of anything at all.