enamoured | I can't ever get what I want.

I hate when this happens.

My brother calls and tells me to pick him up from somewhere, and I go there and he's not there. Then I call and call him and he doesn't respond. Then I call my parents and they go check wherever the hell he's supposed to be, and he's not there. Hours later, he shows up and swears he called me. But until he shows up, I'm left simultaneously cynical ("Why the hell can't he ever just DO what he's supposed to?") and worried that he's getting beat up or something, and that I'll turn on the TV and there will be a report of something horrible. And EVERY FREAKING TIME I do that, he shows up, acting like it's perfectly acceptable to not inform people when you go off someplace else. I shouldn't even worry about it anymore, but it just irks my LAST NERVES.

Besides that, my left elbow is getting on my nerves as well. It's got this weird, stingy itchy pain going through it and I don't know what it is. This has been going on all day, since I woke up. I'm ready to scream. Also, every time I go to a message board the computer screen freezes up. What is UP with this? Can my family EVER get something that works properly? Is that too much to ask for?

They had a social type thing at school. I got a hot dog and a soda and a lei. I kind of talked to this guy named Elliot in line. Oh yes, I was only able to go to this because my English instructor was AWOL, so class got canned.

I want the DSL to work right, danggit. Grr.

EDIT: Oh. Em. Eff. Gee.

He's here. I TOLD YOU HE'D DO THIS. Not only THAT, but his godforsaken freaking GIRLFRIEND, the one who has the same name as ME, is here.

Dude, I am like, seriously homicidal about now.

But! On a happy note, thanks to