at this rate I'm probably gonna end up all alone.

[enamoured]

Well, the nicest guy who I had a so-secret-I-never-acknowledged-it-to-anyone crush on during the last part of eighth grade and through high school is engaged. I know nothing would've ever happened between us, but still, it's one of those things that is making me convinced I'm going to be alone forever.

On the other hand: please tell me why I had a dream the other night that I got pregnant (and I think the father was Puck from Glee) and my parents decided to marry me off to someone so I wouldn't shame them and the someone was Matthew Bomer. I was really upset that they were forcing me to get married and I remember saying "I can't do this" over and over and then the wedding gets called off and I was trying to find him to apologize and say why it wouldn't work when I woke up. Weird.

Comments

[library-of-sex.livejournal.com]

God, I just wanna hug you right now. I wish I could ensure you that you'd meet a great person someday, but all I can do is reassure that you deserve to do that. From all I've read about you, Candice, you seem like such a sweet and down to earth person. I hope there is someone incredible out there for you. *hugs*

The fear of being alone weighs on my mind so much now. I could push it away when I was in college, but I'm 25 now, and guess what? Still incredibly shy and awkward around guys, so I've never had a boyfriend. I absolutely understand your fear, my friend, and if you ever need to vent some more, I'm always here to listen. You can write (kimsterama@gmail.com) or PM me whenever you like!

[la-petite-singe.livejournal.com]

Oh, geez, that's startling. I don't blame you; that'd freak me out too. O____o I have a feeling my first boyfriend, with whom I'm still friends, is gonna get engaged before too long, and I am SO not there yet AT ALL and it's really freaky. :P Do you still talk to him?

I have so had that dream, ha! I mean, with different guys. Actually, just last night I dreamed that James Badge Dale knocked up both my good friend and me, and she was really into him and I was like "uh...yeah, about that..." I guess they're just, like, life-pressure dreams, like we think we have to fulfill certain social obligations by a certain time or something. I'm thinking the two things are related (your dream and the thing about the guy getting engaged). ;) Yay psychology.