how will I hold my head to keep from going under?

[enamoured]

Oh dear God. I have only a few weeks to work out a payment plan/do more scholarship work so that I can pay for UT. It is in moments like this when I get scared and think, "I should've just gotten an associates degree in something and tried to walk from there", except that these days, one can't do much with an associates.

I feel so screwed. I don't even know where to begin. I've got Fastweb at my dispensal, but I don't even know where to start with grants or anything. My job offers some financial aid and I'm going to transfer to the store in Austin when the time comes, but it won't be nearly enough for what I need.

Any advice, anyone?

In less panicky news: I saw three men in kilts at work on Sunday. It was kind of surreal, mostly because I worked from ten to five and I was still a bit drowsy when the first guy came by. I was like, "...huh." There was some kind of Scottish festival in town, though, so that explains a lot.

I've been trying to write and rewrite a note to Blonde Bond, but everything comes out wrong. How do you tell someone that you miss them without seeming despondently desperate?

Comments

[ihatebreakfast.livejournal.com]

This might be a stupid question, but have you filled out the FAFSA already? And I know here they have Cal-grants; do they have something like that there?

[chrryblssmninja.livejournal.com]

aack can't think advice.

but hee kilts.